i never

i never want to fall in love agian.

i never want it ripped away and i never want to be betrayed.

i never want to fall in love again.

i never want to have some who loved me so hate me so. to hate me so. and to tell me so.

i never want to fall in love again.

i never want a friend who i loved with all my heart to end up with the boy that i loved with all my heart.

a friend that was there, how saw me pick up the piceces of my heart. the many broken burnt and run over piceces and try to gule them back together.

a friend that saw the gule not hold, and the tears that i cried.

and the boy who loved me so to hate me how he does.

i never wanted this to happened.

i never thought this would happen.

i never want to fall in love agian.

im not happy.
you do have to try.
i dont have to try anymore.

i had alot to say, but not so much now. i know you dont want to hear this. i mean, its the same as always. were doing good than i start to feeel wried or get scared. i just dont understand why. im just scared im going to miss it up again i guess. its summer, and for sum reason we dont really get along over summer break. i feel like anything i do might miss this up. if i look the wrong driction, say the wrong thing, laugh at the wrong thing, or just not know what to say. and i feel so distant from you right now. also i feel kind of like we dont like to talk. like you dont want to talk to me. like we never talk. i couldnt feel farther from you than i do right now.